8/04/2010

Last night, I can’t fall asleep

Last night, I can’t fall asleep. I just turn over and over in my bed. I can’t turn to peaceful. Because I can’t fall asleep, I get up and turn on my laptop. Staring my screen, I don’t know what to do now. I try to let music to console my spirit. It can’t work.

On three o’ clock, I still very sober. Then I get in to my starcraft 2 account(starcraft 2 cd key). There is so quite in the midnight. I rode my horse and went to the dark door. I raised my head and stared the moon in the sky. The hellfire peninsula always is dark. There is no different between the daytime and night. The sky is too beautiful to be describing by words. The star is blinking. At this moment, I just absorbed by the beautiful sky of hellfire peninsula. I just stand there and forget the time and place and the other entire thing.

It is so quite at that moment, nobody make any noisy. Just two big statues before the dark door and my horse accompany with me. Sometimes, my horse will stamp his foot and then stand with me quietly. It just like a picture can’t explain by words. But gradually my tear fall down. I feel really lonely. I feel my heart broken.

Just because of her, I just made self mockery. I can’t come back again. But I still can’t forget her. May be she will always in my deep heart. I don’t know why. I have tried to change the starcraft 2 cd keys but I was failed. I really feel regret and helpless.

I have broken the happy relationship, and it gone for good.

I stare my screen for one year and even don’t notice it by myself. I haven’t fall asleep until daybreak. I have a beautiful dream. In my dream, I still with her.